This post is about the central theme that runs through my life. A dichotomy. In normal terms this means to halves making a whole or being split in two. Im back in Mauritius with my daughter but Ive left behind my wife and son in South Africa. Im happy that Joy is here with me but devastated at the distance between Jesse and Natalie and I. I love my country but I love my life and friends here. I have always had this challenge in my life - ying and yang - dark vs light.
And that would be okay if only I could get them in equal proportion! Im torn by the very thing that I embrace.
